SHANGHAI BAOBEI

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昏睡到12:00。这两天都是这么难过。我终于记起了那些回忆。那些在感情道路中的痛苦挣扎。那些，那些生命中不可承受之轻。Those of which I have almost forgotten. Now I suddently understood Finesa 's pain. I suddently remembered my pain. In a relationship, how much can you ask? Maybe I asked too much, for the perfection, to suffer myself in a relationship instead of  just enjoying. Or does the suffering come with the happiness together? I don't want to have this feeling again.  I need to learn something from the past. I don't want to ruin our relationship in order to chase the perfection.  I shouldn't take everything too serious.  If he won't change for you, then just take it. Because the unbearable lightness of being always exists. However, it took me too long to realise. 2001年的夏天。我在家里那台苹果电脑上看了那部电影。那个时候，我对恋爱没有任何经验。那个时候，我像Tereza那样单纯。我当然不了解什么是生命之轻，除了一些情色镜头外，我根本没有看懂那部电影。可是后来，他的轻，我的重，令我没有想到的是，Kundera 竟如此预言了我们的那场恋爱。五年过去了，当我站在几万公里之远的悉尼的街道上，我根本没有想到我们会有今天的结局。五年过去了，我忘记了当时的痛苦，我忘记了悲伤，我只记得和你在一起的欢笑，我只记得你的爱。