SHANGHAI BAOBEI

Not me. But Renee said, " you must see this movie!" Then I thought why?

Oh why. Why the girl is so cool.

She has a very plain face. very plain body. But I was just obsessed by her not beautiful face.

Her not beacutiful face has no expression when she is castrating the man.

Her face and his face , fill the whole screen.

When the lans is out of focus, her plain face becomes beautiful.

You, hard Candy.

                       时光

在阳光温暖的春天
走在这城市的人群中
在不知不觉的一瞬间
又想起你
你是记忆中最美的春天
是我难已再回去的昨天
你像鲜花那样的绽放
让我心动

在阳光温暖的春天
走在这城市的人群中
在不知不觉的一瞬间
又想起你
也许就在这一瞬间
你的笑容依然如晚霞般
在川流不息的时光中
神采飞扬 
 
这么温暖的一首歌。许巍的歌总是让我想起过去。
Michel告诉我，“那年在北京我就是听着许巍的这首歌漫步在大街上的，空旷得足以忘记自己。”
她就是在那年的北京遇见了她生命中的男人。
北京是个充满了幻想的城市。它空气中所弥漫的暧昧的温暖的气息总让我神往。我总幻想着在金色的夕阳下，牵着爱人的手，走在北京的大街上，听许巍的歌或者不听，不要说一句话，我们都知道接下来该去的地方。
我曾经遇到过一个人，在我还没有盛开之前。我记得那时候在南京他整夜放着许巍的歌，我于是就爱上了他。
我知道我再也找不到那么爱我的人了。

我想五月份去丽江。也许就一个人去。在美丽的小木屋里，水边的酒吧里，古老的小路上，静静地看，默默的思考。
有很多地方我都藏着没有去，我想等到某一天和我爱的人一起去。和他一起周游世界，一起走在路上，一起成长。

Roger Water要在上海开演唱会了。就在2月12日。去不成了去不成了。 怎么办呢。他为什么不在悉尼开呢？？

当你有一天不再回我消息的时候，我会让你走。

突然想听到几句温暖的话

陌生人也好

骗我的也好

我也想

因为就在这个时刻

我想要些温暖

象那北京街头的微风

象他牵我手时的美丽

象在小小的房间里的黄色灯光

想要几句可以温暖我的话

可以让我有继续我活下去愿望

可以听到那些话

如果不能永远

那么就请在今天……

Today we went to the restaurant where we had our first meal.

So happy so happy...

I need a queen size bed!!!!!! I am so tired of my small futon.

I need a bright room with balcony!!!!!! I hate my dirty messy little room.

I need a large bed I can jump on, with clean sheets.

I need a balcony I can sit in gazing at the stars drinking red wine.

I need a white wall, to post my polaroid.

I need someone, to ease my pain.

Today it was such a magic. A musician on the street, I sat down to listen to him, and then he started the familiar melody, "Angie, Angie, where will they lead us from here.."

I can only think it as a miracle..

That made me feel better after.

The concert in Manly, at the church where Nicole Kidman got married...

Bach, chirstmas oratorio

Chopin, piano concerto no.2

It's the Chirstmas time.

I looked at the ceiling of the church. It was so high. Suddenly I saw the God.

When I saw the orchastra, it reminds me of my days as a percussionist in my orchastra. We performed in Shanghai music hall, Shanghai Grand Theatre, even in Switzerland, in Germany... But I didn't really cherish it at that time. What a shame. I could have done better. There are many beautiful moments that I haven't chrished. From now on, I must chrish those what I already have. And pursue those I dreamed for.

It's so easy to forget my dreams, now let me post my dreams here:

Join the orchastra again

Join a band again

Pianist in a restaurant or hotel

Culture exchange business

Teach kids in a poor villige someday

Call my grandpa more often and one day let him visit Australia

Keep my mind creative

Keep my heart pure

It was so fun. When I shaking my long hair, when my drumsticks are in the air, when I lost myself in the beats.. All my gloom is gone. Thank God. Even though anyone anything has forsaken me, I still have you..

Will you love someone like she does? Try anything she could, try any way she could. Betray her friend, Be the girlfriend of his best friend.. Anything anything she does, just wants to get her man. She is so evil, however, she is lovely in some way, I have to admit. She has the same fragile heart. I saw her tearing, alone, many times. It is so hard for such a girl. She just shouldn't have loved him at first. That's all.